hey you :)

already aware for something
something beautiful
like a colourfull butterfly fly away around you
you can love someone with your ways
just your ways to look different your couple
you can see something that can't see it by someone else
you can look him different
you can see a wonderfull side from him
maybe for him is something bit little but for you is precious
and make u can't love him more and more
something that can make a wide smilee in the middle of nite :)
something that can give you new passion to  face your day
and you can't found it in someone else
if you love someone .. you can see a wonderfull side from him
but just you who can see:)
but so pity i can't make you mine :(

just for remember :)

2 Mei 2014 at 22.oo PM 

do you know if before i meet you this nite, i already give up

i just wanna be the real me in front of you

the last i m not yet be my self a whole

do you know i give up. i dont wanna hope highly

just let the time give the special moment for us

but if not, i will little bit emmm dissapointed

but doesn't matter

so difficult to be "we"

just I and You .. your world and my world

but i m happy can be the real me in front of you :)

you .. bad boy

i will miss u .. even you beside me . i now its not long

. . .

tonite ...

i wanna tell you how much i miss u

but , in the fact

i just can screams deep in my heart and nobody cant heard it :(

if i brave , i will graps my phone, and just call your name and then send to you without i brave to tell if i miss you :(

so damn feel ever :(

but now i really need passionbuster

our story indeed long but feel too short to me, for u too right ?

oh deaarr :(

i wanna you listen to mee

i wanna hug you tight

i wanna crying in your body

till i feel free

till i can let all my problem :(

if you thereee

without doubt i will hug you

i dont caree with someone elseee

i wanna you know i m down now

i need youu

now you all the good things

where ever you are and whatever u do i hope you always in a finee condition :)

my first loveee ............. 

this !

so many things in my head
so many forced me
so strees me out
i m sick
my strengtent is empty
but dont worry i wull fulfill again
do you know if i nedd u
you maybe become the good passionate for me
in my nap for a take a rest i dreaming bout you
but in my dreams i can;t see you too
what so far us ?
i hope i can see you just in my dreams dear
i dont know you have the kind of magic or something 
but i really love you
i know the power of love is strongest than everything !
but since a past i cant get it
feel it 
yesterday i guess i can get it from you
but .. its not

:)

you all everything i need
if i lose you is like i can get everything good in my life again
but if you there always next to me is like i can do everything that i want easily even bad thing happens i dont care cause i have you
i can figure out easily

amazing you :)

i hope i can be better woman
the real woman who can counting everyone
now .. especially for you and my mom
i dont wanna lose you
although i ve been lose you in my sight but i dont wanna lose you in my mind
loves you
ever loves you is very cheerful for me
i wanna call your name in every day
is like you always there next to me in my day
so happy if indeed you always accompany me
i dont know . i just feel save if close with you
i just feel happy
is like the world is happy too for us
is like everything what we do together what wes say every inch your smile 
oh my god i wanna take home your smilee
i will save in my pocket in my clothes 
i will keep tight
wanna text you everyday but i dont know what will i say
i just wanna say hello to you
i hope its not just my obsession 

to bad boy :)

 i m tired
i m lonely
 i m afraid
nobody beside me
nobody hug me
nobody accompany 
i hope you there
even you far but i hope your heart is close to me
i hope in your silnece you still call me in your mind and remeber me in your daily'
even just a brife time 
we can so closed in a quick time 
we can so feel happy each other with something special moment between us
i really damn love thus moment!
i wanna repeat in a million time
amd hw bout u dear?
if u know
you have been long life in  my haert
i ve been tired to tell i really dissapointed why i never can tell you , why i never have a chance to tell you if i ever and still love u
even before u ever have a chance to tell me if you  loves me
in a two moment you tell me but i cant give u tell my feeling
is that my fauklt ?
oh dear if you know really afraid to tell if i loves you cause i know i doesnt worth for you

to bad boy

my passion is limited
i aware
thanks try wake me
 i just still wanna keep in my sleep
in my dream you and me just cheek to cheek
no distance
but you wanna me wake up
earlier
just ignored my dreams
my long dream
suck yaa'
listeen
i ever loved you in the past
that love that never i feels deep as possible in someone else
but i forced by condition
i have to let you go
and you know i broke
and you ever back but i still with someone fucking else again
and know you back wih all you goodness and worses
thanks be yourselves
we are so cute
i know it baby
 but i dont know why
we have many thing the same
but the differences more wide between us
now you  make a distance between us
if i can ask you why but i cant